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Reflection
Saturday, September 05, 2009 9:31 PM
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I don't get to have nice eye brows
I don't get to have straight shiny hair
I don't get to have smooth face skin
I don't get to have a good attitude, it's because l choose to.

I got many friends, and l want it more
I got majority of what l want
I got someone that cared about me
l got the lousiest voice
I got something to kiss everyday
I got the smelliest pillow
l got the nicest fingernails among friends ;D
l got the talent to be the laziest-bumb in the west side

What l don't get it the true meaning of friendship. A proper friendship makes me smile and becomes the happiest woman on earth. How does friendship actually works if it doesn't unite as one? That's one of the particular things that I've been observing. l hate quarrelling especially with the one that we've been close all these while. I'm not strong enough to voice out the issue that we're having now. The issue that actually repeats. There's nothing l could do but to let the friendship as one no matter what.

Maybe someone told about their daily life could make us believe. For me, l have this difficulty to trust humans. Thus, l don't really believed whatever that person trying to tell me. l don't get it, why must that someone made sins and create false story about their daily life? It's because they want us to believe and have trust in them. In the other hand, that someone wants to be "someone" to us. I strongly agreed with that. Can be say as, that someone wants to be the main person of the group. l shouldn't really brag this issue to anyone. lnfact, it will create a major fighting session. Hmm another issue that disappoints me, rely. Friends are reading this and another issue shouldn't be write here in order to prevent fight. l got this strong feelings that someones trying to fool me. You can fool others but not me cause l got no trust in you from the start.

I hate this.
l need someone to listen to me.
The one that will always lend her ears to me.
She's been away since the day we fight.
l got alot to share, Cousin A.