Friday, December 26, 2008 2:53 PM
I was quite unsure about my mood today. Happy or sad. Many things that ran thru my mind. First, knowing that I'll be in bukit batok ite next year, for sure I will be a nerd girl without a friend. You can imagine how you started your first day of new school. Going into new school with our lame face, looking around finding if there's stranger looking at us. Ohhh definitely there will be some. I think, I will be shaking so much when I was about to enter that school. Feeling uneasy without friends with us. Can't really survive going to school without a friend beside to overcome our fear. Enter the new school again like a retard student that was afraid to talk to anyone. Well, this is the only time that I could be new. I need to be independent. Did I just said that? Pffft.
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On the other side, bestf. I have not idea what's going on next. I didn't know that with that word could poison you so much. How could I make you happy as before, I got no idea too. This is when I don't know how to say when unexpected things came.
