Tuesday, December 30, 2008 10:56 PM
Here I am, blogging in the middle of the night just for my one and only Bestf that's mad with me, stil. I just couldn't have any good mood with our relationship like this. I so hope that you could forgive me. I've tried my best to surf the net to find any sorry messages just for you. I just can't bear to lose you, again. I remember that we fought cause I shouted at you on the phone. Yes, that time I was being so mad, crazy actually. Haha, Im not angry at you that time actually. He scolded me like what the hell that night itself. When we saw each other at school, we didn't talked and even see each other face. And now, Im being so an asshole, not you but me. Im being so unreasonable why my attitude towards you was like that farking shit. I don't really know what am I supposed to do when you're total mad with me. I don't want you to scold me cause we're not in the different school. As for that reason, we could lost contact very easy. I'm sure you don't want us not contacting each other, that's what you told Alep. How impress am I. Once again, Im sorry.
1st may 08 <3
