Saturday, November 08, 2008 3:57 PM
i tend to listen to jiwang every single day whenever i played computer. jiwang's full of love stories. i don't know why i listen to it loudly as i want. i expressed my feelings by crying or listening to jiwang. haha! -.- life now become tougher. got this friend that was heartbroken. read her blog and reminds me about my future relationship. people changed so do their feelings towards their love ones. well, its so difficult actually to find the one that we really want. especially when you loved that person so much eventually the person don't love you as you do. that's a waste. i have no crush for this period of time. unbelieveable yeah. i don't think of liking, loving or admiring guys right now. that doesnt mean i will love girls. im ain't a lessss, please! this is my blog. i can write what i want especially expressing feelings. i've learnt something from a friend. never love, like or admire someone that you don't think will make you happy in the future. i regret so much for telling beloved ex about how much i missed him three weeks past. from what i exprienced lately, whenever we confess something to the person that we loved or liked, they will never give you full attention like they used to.
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yes im happy today. i just don wanna turn and think about the past. i will try. even momma knoes that i can't move on. she knew cause i always listen to this song that related to him. cool momma huh?
