Sunday, September 21, 2008 7:53 PM
this month is fasting month. we need to be patient at all times. for me, i have very low rate to be patient of. this month, i have lots of problem to face. fighting especially. this month itself, i have settled the problem that i have faced, the most. problem that made my mood totally out. raya is in a weeks time. i have not yet prepare to celebrate. i just wanna go to compulsory houses like, aunties and uncles' in johor, eldest aunt at woodland. thats for daddie's side. for mom's side, maklong, paklong man, mom's siblings and grandparents' house. well, the rest i wanna go after my N.
i did remember that i want beloved ex to be by my side when im going to take my N. and now that he has gone from my life, i will forget the total side of him. i will neglect all those stuff that troubled me, especially when it comes to forget that beloved ex that once i love, the most.
