Saturday, March 29, 2008 3:17 PM
i kept thinking bout the past whenever i read people's blog that have relationship. should i miss him or not, cause i realised that i have wasted my time with him. i dont know. after i broke up with him, all the rumours bout him appears. i burst out when my friend told me that all that while im with him, he did like someone. i thought that he wont do that to me. and end up, crying like hell. i trusted him. and he took as granted. when both friends told me that he still love me, i was so confused. i just could not accept it. how can he love me back after making me cry? after we broke up, teckwhye have became nightmare to me. his friends started to hate me and friends without any reason. infect, most of his friends kept looking at me. not my friend but me. i knew i used to be with him. but now, i no longer with him. and after broke up too, all his friends intend to blame me for staring them. wth. they complained to him. but did i complained to anyone after one of his friend shouted at me? i knew all of them are younger than me. so theres no need for me to be afraid of them. they are just a pieces of mine. i have lost most of my things. first, i lost my beloved boyfriend that he promised to live with me no matter what. i knoe promise wont last forever. 2nd, i have lost my beloved bestbest primary 2 friend. and that, i cant say much. i just felt left out plus, being betrayed. i tried to live happily being single. but boys are so irritating to disturb me. mom is still mad bout yesterday incident. i cant forget bout yesterday too. i cant concentrate to my praying. i kept doing it wrongly.
